Okay so….Old ppl right?
If you go to a restaurant and order, but can’t remember what you got 15 mins later when it comes out, you are senile and need supervision. IDC man….for real! You are hindering Everyone who comes in contact with you, and you need some kind of assistant who can keep your shit together! Bc you can’t! You’re over here squinting at the menu, refusing any assistance, but not allowing your server to leave!? What is this shit!? You gotta ask what’s the soup of the day? ALL OF THEM! YES you get fucking bread sticks. Its the fucking Olive Garden! Have you NEVER seen a commercial? Seriously? Coming for drink refills and you ask where the food is? Calm the fuck down grandpa its right behind me. Theres a system to this shit. A food runner is dropping dishes and you’re all looking around “is that mine? No. No its yours? Oh well I guess it IS mine. Ha ha ha” Stfu! Your server is over there ripping her hair out in total frustration KNOWING you ordered this dish but you scoff and wave it off like its cow manure! You’re old!!! She’s Right! Take your Fucking spaghetti and stfu!
Tip your Fucking server.
#rant #ServerStruggle #EmILY #notrlymad #beginnersblog
This time of year is always so refreshing! The scorching heat of Texas summer is over, and the festive colors of fall are creeping in. Time is passing. But it always seems like there’s something more to the changing seasons…
We’re all convinced the summer is the best time of year. Its when we enjoy ourselves the most. I mean what’s not to enjoy? Longer days, bikinis and BBQ’s are just a few of the joys we indulge. But as the days grow shorter and the air starts to smell crisp, when pumpkin Everything starts appearing, that’s when I feel most alive. Like a spark is struck inside.
Its seems every year I awaken with the Fall Equinox, like I’d been in a coma. Or perhaps a cocoon, and I’m breaking out again refreshed. Changed. Yet oddly the same. It always brings me back to goals I’ve set, and never accomplished, dreams I dreamt, but never lived. And I find myself asking, when did I give up? When did I forget my purpose, forget myself?
I’m an Aquarius and for anyone who gives any fluffs that can pretty much sum it up. I suck at consistency or commitment. I’m very easily distracted, and I take on one too many projects at once. But I am a passionate being. I lust for knowledge and revel in sharing experiences and deep conversation. So its no surprise, I tend to forget.
For instance, I’ve been invested in knowledge of the occult for years, but I have yet to master a single trait. I can tell you about personality traits of the zodiac, show you how many loves you’ll have on your palm, and do a pretty entertaining tarot reading. But I dont have a deep understanding of any of these trades. Nothing I can pride myself in. Knowing this dont you think I’d put my nose to the pavement and study up? Nope. I’m over here wondering what a crystal vibration is. How do I open up my chakra’s? How does one even meditate? Which herbal tea will help me sleep? Will yoga really help my digestion?
Will any of this information take me Anywhere in life? Who’s to say, but these questions arise every year. I never find an answer that won’t lead to more questions. I’m insatiable. And I love it <3
Yesterday it began. I decided to move 27 items in my house for the Fung shui of my apartment. I wrote down 27 things I am greatful for and will put it in a red envelope under my bed, BC 27 and 9’s are beneficial in numerology. Today is the 23rd and I’m charging head first into this energy. Both of these numbers have been considered lucky to me in my life.(Thx to a best friend) It all feels a little coincidental. This morning when I did a “Wisdom of the Day” pull from my tarot deck it was The Fool. You’re kidding!? New journey’s, a dreamer, unrestrained optimism, curiosity. This is my card. No really. Its ruled by Uranus and its element is air. This Is the Aquarius’ card! Pulled on a high frequency day like the equinox, this can’t be just coincidence. Can it? I can’t be brought back around to these ideas every year for no reason. I’m feeling a static in the air that feels electric. I feel empowered. I feel determined. I can’t ignore this calling anymore…
Must be cosmic <3
#Emilogic #Aquarius #FallEquinox #BeginnersBlog sugarsnapp23